i’m all for Jorian and all, but recenty i’ve found a lot of UST between Dorian and Rudy, and it makes me sad
because i cannot unseen Rudy falling in love with a gentle DRN he was waking up to keep him company
and he named it and bonded with it and all and then he had to watch his Dorian go with John
and it makes my heart cry, because ugh, Rudy has a visible crush on Dorian
he wants him to raise his babies after all ;____;
I need to reblog this because this is the other 50% of my extreme emotional trauma about this show, and I can’t decide if man-falls-in-love-with-machine or machine-falls-in-love-with-man is more physically painful.
The fact that Almost Human will never actually have the queer human/robot relationship that is screaming out to happen on every frequency and in every language (including Welsh) is literally opening my chest, removing my heart and throwing it repeatedly against the wall.
For those of you wondering why I’ve been even more absent than usual recently, I had a job interview on Monday, didn’t get it, was distraught, had another one today, didn’t get that one either and now feel worlds better because when it came down to it I didn’t actually want to move to London.